Octobershadow21, 35

October Hello My name is October. I am a 20 year old bisexual female who recently moved to the Nashville Tennessee area. I am unique, you will never find another girl like me I dont trust easily and once i trust you if you break that trust you wont ever get it back because trusting the wrong person for me is dangerous to me. I have a wide range of interests and if you would like to know some of those please contact me. I am looking for an interesting female/male to get to know and see what happens from there. If it ends in nothing more then friendship the it was worth my time. Thank you for viewing my profile and have an interesting day! These are two poems written for me by my best guy friend Gabe!
Mesmerized
To love her would be my sin
To love me would be her fate
I can't grasp the thought of looking into her eyes
Whats dead inside is brought to life by those eyes
It's nerve racking sometimes to talk to her
Yet for some odd reason I am drunk in her presence
I shutter when she is near and my knees become weak when our hands brush

Tempeted to lay a kiss on those lips for then my soul would be hers to take

I close my eyes so tight yet when they are open I don't really see

I envy those in her life because they are so close by

Yet from a distance I am mesmerized because to love her would mean for me to die

Her Grace
That sweet kiss from you makes the heart melt
Men weep to the look into your eyes
Pleasant but true I will die for you
Lay me to rest and be my angel of death
Mercy from you would be a gift with your grace ever so shared
Wash away my sins and bathe me in your presence
No greater thing can surpass what you give with a heart so pure
With or without you I dream of days shared
A life I held so true with a feeling never ending
Days become darker each time I think of us
Hoping to see you soon
Nothing is left to loose
As I become ready to fall to your grace
Let this soul rest if you may