Malkavain, 32

~I'll have a positive opinion so long as you at least attempt to have a positive impact on this universe. Go away if you're a bigot. .. i can't be bothered by what they think. i bare my cross, my soul, myself. i forgive but i never forget. I am able to change, so i live without regret, without remorse, only a remix. I am drunk, i am sober. Heaven doesn't want me and Hell's afraid i'll take over. Don't bother trying to censor me, or shut me up, because it won't work. I am cold and distant, yet warm and close to those who deserve to see that side of me. part of me the heart of me. you find me so hard to understand in your world. The world you perceive to be so normal. I am deformed, Scorned, Reborn. I am me, and i know exactly who i am, what i am, and the wrath i bring. The ugly beauty, The lying truth, The virgin whore, The quiet storm. A lover, A fighter, A saint, A sinner, A sister, A daughter. Old school. A beginner. I have decorated myself with love, hate, truth, You. All of you. Both of you. None of you. More than one of you. With lips like sugar, eyes like meat. I've watched men come, and go, and cheat. I sleep to dream and dream of sleep. I've been crucified, Justified, and mortified by my behavior. Both feminine, And masculine. I am a contradiction, and just juxtaposition. My relief is my release, and only time will tell. All's well that ends well I am unsweetened, Unclean, Been called drama queen. Ex girlfriend, Ex member, The tantrum, The temper. I point my finger, take the blame. And this time i will own the name. Because no one is going to ruin me. If i have to, I will ruin myself. And it will be My Ruin.


- Part time philosopher.
- Full time introvert.
- A conspiracy theorist and truth seeker
- A Nihlist.
- A Virgo.
- Lover of music and horror related film.
- Loathes brussle sprouts.
- Is deeply infatuated with the asthetic of bygone eras.
- Values nature and animals over most people.
- Was born 100 years too late, and 200 years too soon.
~Ende~