Lizlovesjim, 33

I go by Liz. If i messaged you and just said hey whats up, sry, im not good at breaking the ice. I am turning 19 in Feb. I don't do one night stands or h--k ups, im just not that kind of girl. My picture is old. I have long brown hair but am hoping to dye it soon. I wear black a lot, i mean almost always. I am A Nocturnal Wiccan, my religion is important to me, but i don't take it to the extreme. I love candles and incense. I do have skeletons in my closet and emotional baggage but im workin on it. I love emo hair, i plan to cut mine again. I do smoke pot, well sometimes. I dnt really drink but would if presented a social situation were u did. I really dnt kno what else to say.
Body: I am a Bbw or heavyset. I really am a big girl. And recently ive found that chubby chasers r awesome, lol. I am a big girl but honestly i make up for not bein skinny personality wise, well at least think i do. I think if i was skinny this world couldn't handle me, lol. So recently i became aware that if a guy can love my bod, as can i. I had no self esteem and a horrible self concept but this was like an ego boost from god. So i do love my self a lil but i still have a long way to go.
What I am looking for:
A guy/girl who accepts my insecurities, my appearance and my personality. I am still a little immature but he/her has to be able to like go with it and help me grow up. I suck at telling jokes so i want him/her to be able to make me laugh. I really don't have restrictions on his/her appearance, the only thing i want is someone taller than me, if not so be it. That is pretty much it.