Zeonapyxe0299, 30

The goth within me Well, I don't really know how to start... I have always been questioning my existence in this world, and why we are all here. I am still trying to figure myself out. I have always felt more accepted when I am around goths. Not that my non-goth friends are freaked out by me. In fact, I think it is because I don't go overboard with the clothing. Well, once I am in college, I am afraid that that is going to change . I enjoy industrial dancing, not that I am particularly good at it though. I have been into anime since I was young and am in the process of creating a few of my own. I am very new to dating, and find it really hard to express my feelings too much. I tried to deny the fact that I am bisexual for many years. Only recently have I come to accept it. The type of person I am looking for is someone who does not put themselves down and can have a good time doing simple things like reading, drawing, or listening to music. I am also looking for someone who isn't overly romantic because,again, I am still rather knew to dating. Mostly because it was forbidden by my father. However, I haven't had many people ask me out or tell me that they like me. And usually it is the socially awkward type. I don't know if it is because I am intimidating, or come off as being too independent to be in a relationship. I am looking for someone with personality, not the type that makes you seem like a jerk, but someone who is genuine, and able to mingle with any group of people. I have been into the gothic style for ten years now ( I am 18 just so you know), but my parents never truly allowed me to fully express my gothic nature. And from where I lived, being 'different' was not welcomed much.