Softlyspider, 32

I FEEL LIKE AN ELF IN A FETID HOUSE, CONSTANTLY CLEANING THAT DRAW WITH THE HEADS.
WALK DOWN MY HALL WITH THE GUNS HANGING ON THE WALLS. TAKE ONE OFF AND PURSUE YOUR DISINIGRATION, FOR I CAN ONLY LOVE YOU IF YOU ARE WILLING TO KILL YOURSELF TO STAY WITH ME...BECAUSE THAT IS ALL I NEED...SOMEONE WHO WILL STAY. BE MY NEEDLE THAT NEVER STOPS DRIPPING WITH MY DRUG - BE MY ADDICTION, BE POTENT AND HARMFUL.
I AM HARDLY COMPATIBLE WITH HUMANS...I FIND THEM COPIES OF EACH OTHER...ON THESE SITES THIS IS DISPLAYED IN THE PATHECTIC, SUICIDE INDUCING, REPETICTIVE WRITINGS OF HUMANS ADVERTIISING THEMSELVES. I SWEEP THESE CREATURES AWAY! GIVE ME SOMETHING VULGAR AND EXTREME, SOMEONE WHO ISN'T AFRAID TO S*IT ON THEIR ENEMYS PATH, PISS IN MY MOUTH, WEAR SELF-MADE SCRATCHES ON THEIR ARMS...I NEED SOMEONE WHO IS ANTI- SOCIAL, LAUGHS TO THEMSELF, WHO IS MENTAL, BIPOLIC. I WANT SOMEONE WHO WEARS SPIDERS IN THEIR HAIR AND HEAVY BLACK BOOTS.
I HATE THE DAYLIGHT, THE SUN AND THE LIGHT GIVES ME A HEADACHE. I CRAVE THE NIGHT, THE STARS AND THE BATS. IN THE DAYTIME I AM ANXIOUS BUT AT NIGHT I SLIP INTO A CALM AND MOST OF THE TIME LIVELY MOOD... BUT ALSO I CAN BE NUMB AND MUDEROUS.
MANY THINGS INSPIRE ME. SURGICAL EQUPMENT, GUNS, KILLERS, MUSIC, ANIMALS. THERE ARE ALSO MANY THINGS THAT MAKE ME WANT TO BEGIN A MASSACRE AND ALL THOSE THINGS INVOLVE HUMANS.
IF YOU ARE EXTREME. IF YOU ARE INTELLIGENT. IF YOU HAVE A DEEP UNDERSTANDING OF WHO YOU ARE....THAN PLEASE, BY ALL MEANS, CONTACT ME.