Monicarlo, 34

About Me:
My name is Monica; I'm 18 years old & I'm far from the "average" girl. Then again, I dont strive to be average. I'm not popular, I never stood out, and I never wanted to. I can be very insecure at times, but if you know me, then you would understand as to why I am struggling with self esteem issues. Not many people seem to like me, and that's okay. I'm not here to impress anyone that I dont know, or even want to get to know. I'm stubborn, agressive, and headstrong. I follow by my own rules, speak my mind, and I can be a *****; when provoked. On the other hand, I am a very sad and broken individual. I have a past that haunts me every day, and I've had/have my heart broken alot. I'm not looking for your sympathy, mind you, cuz I dont want it. I just want someone to UNDERSTAND me. I'm always misunderstood, and it hurts. I'm fragile, yes I hurt easily, but I'm not going to lie, I'm not bullet proof. But this is what makes me, me. I am who I am, not some hardcore "Label" you want to throw at me. If you dont like it, well I'm sorry, I cant help that. You're gonna have to take it, or leave it.

Just to let some of you know, for future reference, I am NOT a skinny *****. Some guys have problems with this, so I'm letting you know before hand. If you dont like it, get the f*** off my page.