Lilynightmare, 35

looking for someone to share time with, a similar soul... i'm christie, i'm 19, i'm a cancer, im a sydney girl, im studying music, i'm incapable of making decisions, i'm a very restless spirit, i'm becoming a better morning person, i worship music - it saves my life, i don't believe in god & i don't make any apologies for it, sometimes i can be loud & crazy, other times i like to be very introverted & retreat into myself for long periods of time, i love to cook & can spend hours in the kitchen, don't try to classify me as one type of goth, im a mix of many & i don't fit in to categories, i can be very hateful, but, when i love someone i find it very hard not to love them forever, its not in my nature not to care or worry about people so don't tell me not to. my friends are the best thing that ever happened to me, my family are my world, without them i would be a very different person, i can be both sadistic & masochistic, i like to freak people out, i like being different, i play dress up everyday, i can't keep my hair one colour for very long, i love vampires, if the music isn't loud its not worth it!!!!