Darkmetal, 40

Self destructive delusional misanthropic wage slave fed up with the world of repressed emotions and mechanical smiles. Insane art is my only catharsis from this drudgery of obsequious survival. Like to meet a girl who feels the same way and I won't lie, needs to be physically attractive as well. Music is my main focus in life and I am aspiring to have a career in it. I'd like to meet some one who supports what I do and doesn't try to change me. Drugs and alcohol are out but I don't mind if others do them just as long as it is not imposed on me. Some bands I like are: Tool, Amorphis, Katatonia, Opeth, Rotting Christ, Novembre, Sentenced, Moonspell, Paradise lost, Shining, Ulver, Fields of the Nephilim, Bethlehem and Diagnose: Lebensgefaher. I'm a quiet reserved person when in a group of people but talk a lot when it is one on one. Not much of a people person and almost never go out, I like to go for walks/drives at night in desolate areas and visit abandoned buildings, cemeteries and other areas where the sheeple stay away from. i am not religious but very spiritual especially with music and existentialism. I despise poseurs and phonies who are into the inauthentic life of bought identity and don't believe anything except satisfying their sensationalistic narcissistic endeavors, also people who are always so positive that everything they say is sugar coated and fake. I need some one who is in touch with their dark side.