Crimsonshadow, 32

I search for my companion of the night... I date only for the long run, I jump into a relationship only if I can see it lasting long and maybe being the last relationship, I'm tired of flings, tired of being cheated on, lied to, hurt. I can be overwhelming, I have jealous tendencies, I try to move slowly but it just doesn't work. I'm a romantic at heart, and I suppose more so an old fashioned romantic? I used to be wild, crazy and unpredictable but not so much anymore seeing as it has gotten me more bad memories than good. Now all I want is to fall in love, the deep, romantic, heart pounding kind that likely does not exist in this day and age..run off and get married by a shore at sunset and have a family, that sort of thing... I'm very sarcastic and very lude but I'm not a B----, I have a very..unique..sense of humor I also tend to be clingy, I can't do distance at all, if I'm not at least able to get to you by taking the city bus then chances are I won't reply..Also, call me superficial if you like but I rarely reply, I'm very intuitive, very impulsive, very *nalytic..I reply if I believe I would get along with a person or see things possibly going somewhere, I do not like to lead people on or give false hope, so please excuse me if I am silent..If you are sweet, the effort is appreciated, I'm just a bit..complex. It's rare I find a man of interest, I'm not into bulging muscles nor skeletons, I think I like long hair best..Mostly I want an old style Gothic Romantic who loves metal, strolls in the dead of night, a poetic dark soul maybe..I can't be certain till I've met the one I search for..