Bleedingrose79, 45

I am not a happy, perky goth.I am a manicgoth, maybe a little cranky, mopey, and bitter, although not always. what am i so pessimistic about?most people of society, the anti-goths who are into comformity, and materialism, and that you have to be a certain way in order to be accepted.I could elaborate, but i don't believe in being fake to please people. actually, i could careless about pleasing most people. I am shy till you get to know me. I don't do crowds, and big social events, most people intimidate me. I am an arty goth, i write poetry, quotes, and other non-fiction material. I am a deep thinker, very intellectual and spiritual.Iwould like to meet a man that i can relate to. just to let you know i am a beginner with all this goth stuff, i am just beginning, and i am learning more about it, and myself. soon i will be putting my pic up as soon as i get one. I would also like to make some women friends/but not gay. my fave bands are, my chemical romance, the used, nirvana, smashing pumpkins. to let you know i'm not always pessimistic, i do have a fun happy side as well.I am open to all kinds of possibilities, and i am open to meeting all types of people, and personalities on this site.