Yummytush, 45

I honestly don't know what brought me here, except that females here seem to be stronger more assertive, they accept their darker sides as well, where as mainstream John and Jane Smith sit in church and act as pious as the day is long. I like to see people accepting the yin and the yang that is in every one of us. I absolutely believe in kindenss and compassion, and have an outstanding desire to see everybody find love and happiness, and this is my luminous side. But I've always had a darker side, a side that laughs when revenge is attained, that enjoys seeing carnage in horror movies, I have always been fascinated by the dark arts and Halloween intrigues me not simply for the candy and costume parties but for the darkness that surounds it. Anyway, I thought I might give this a chance, I desire passion and affection more than anything, and maybe here I will find a more whole person than elsewhere. Well that and I love females with black hair, Oh I have a thing with dark hair and only recently have I really embraced this attraction. And blue eyes along with black hair..I better stop right there. I may not dress like a "typical" goth but deep down maybe I am, I have always wnated to wear black eyeliner, but where I live people can barely stand the hair. So who knows where you maybe find your beloved, that's why I am here. I am passionate and affectionate, fun-loving and full of life, and desire somelike me;fit and attractive....both yin and yang