My heart has been broken for years because all I've had is

[vampiregirl]

rejection. It's bad enothe when it happens to a guy but when it happens to a girl well it just means she's totally ugly I have spent my life been told that by everyone.
In recent years I've been described as attractive but in a funny way. Great eh.
I've never been in a relationship. My brother says it's because of the way I dress which is bull---- because even fellow goths don't seam to like me.
I get so jelous seeing goth couples together because I just wish I had a nice goth guy by my side.
The thing that upsets me the most about never having a boyfriend is I'm desperate to have children and thought I would have them by now.

[gothic2012 (deleted)]

`I know your post is a few months old, but I am new here. I can totally relate to how you feel. I have been single for about 7 years, with the exception of a 3 month relationship in which the guy was only using me to win back his ex who is young enough to be his daughter. It worked for him.. yeah. Anyways, I don't think it is the way you dress, music you listen to, etc. is the problem. You are true to yourself and that is the way you should be. I wish I had an answer for you, but I am in the same boat so to speak with finding someone to care for and about. I may not have answers for you, but I feel your sorrow and would be happy to be your friend.